Zaelya

If I shamelessly rip off other people's styles until I'm good on my own, but give them full credit for the inspirations and junk, is THAT OK? Cause I just sorta wanna be able to figure out a direction to go in and a lot of other people do stuff that looks neat and I'd like to try out...

My cat died this morning.

Went through and deleted my old journal entries.  I want to punch younger me in the face.  I had the worst spelling ever.

My life is stalled again.  I honestly can't find a single thing I actually enjoy doing.  I haven't felt any enjoyment in working on anything for at least 5-6 years now.  I'll find a way though.  I need to get my fight back, and then it will all be ok.

my dad had me fly all the way out here for my birthday and then went and left before i woke up :I the internet out here is horrible so i can't even game, let alone stream, and I'm left here with a bunch of instant ramen with no method of boiling water at all.